You've built a life that looks right from the outside.

But something in you knows there's more.

More aliveness. More truth. More of the feeling that you're not just holding it all together - but that life is actually moving through you.

You're capable, high-functioning, and you hold it all together beautifully.

And yet.

There's a quiet ache beneath the doing. A sense that somewhere along the way - between the responsibilities, the roles, the endless adapting - you lost contact with something essential. Your desire. Your truth. The felt sense of being genuinely alive in your own body and your own life.

You've simply been performing for so long that you've forgotten what it feels like to just be.

What if that aliveness isn't gone — just obscured?

The path back isn't about fixing anything. It's about returning to yourself — slowly, somatically, without performance or pressure. Learning to trust sensation again. To want again. To feel life moving through you rather than something to be managed from a distance.

This is the work I do.

I guide women who are ready to stop going through the motions and start feeling genuinely turned on by their own lives — in their bodies, their relationships, their creativity, their intimacy. Not as a concept. As a lived experience.

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I know this journey because I've lived it. Because I am living it.

For twenty years I was a professional violinist in London. From the outside, life looked full - a career, a marriage, a family, a beautiful home. But inside I was hollow. Numb. Performing in every sense of the word. Relationships barely scratching the surface of what I yearned for.

When everything collapsed - divorce, Covid, a custody dispute, the loss of my identity as a musician - I was left with nothing but raw pain and questions I could no longer avoid: who am I when I stop performing? What truly matters to me? What is my purpose?

What followed was the most difficult and the most alive period of my life. Through trauma-informed somatic work I learned to feel safe in my body again. To open fully - to sensation, to desire, to truth. To receive pleasure and pain and everything in between without needing to manage or explain it.

My body has become my compass. My portal to deeper connection - to myself, to others, to something beyond. My devotion now is this: day by day, moment by moment, choosing to surrender to life as it flows - and to participate in it fully.

Now I walk alongside women who are ready for the same.

There are two ways we can work together.

1:1 Integral Coaching

A fully personalised five-month container. We look at how you're currently showing up - and gently make space for who you're becoming.

Alive & Turned-On

A ten-week hybrid course for women who have quietly lost contact with their own desire - not just sexually, but in every sense. Self-led and somatic, with three 1:1 sessions with me woven through it. A guided return to your body, your pleasure, and the felt sense of being genuinely turned on by your own life.

Not sure which is right for you? Start with a conversation.

If something in you quietly said yes while reading this -

that's enough to begin.

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“Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.”

— George Bernard Shaw

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