Day 5: Eye of the Needle Series | When the Wild One Wants to Burn it All Down

In this deeply personal video, I explore something many of us experience but rarely speak out loud: the fear of being too much. After sending a vulnerable email and receiving no real understanding in return, I felt my body shift into fight-or-flight — even with all my grounding practices. A stream-of-consciousness writing session revealed something wild and surprising: A part of me wants to burn it all down. Relationships. Work. Even identity. It’s a raw and honest conversation about shadow work, the fear of losing control, and the powerful (and terrifying) parts of ourselves we try to hide. This is about surrender, truth, and allowing space for the chaos within — not to destroy us, but to wake us up. In this video, I talk about: • Emotional dysregulation and embodied fear • Resisting vs surrendering to experience • The wild self and its terrifying desires • Shadow work & the Drama Triangle • The deep fear of not belonging • Releasing the “good girl” and finding personal power If any part of you has ever wondered, “Am I too much?” — this one’s for you. Let’s unmask, together.